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no more naruto? *kills self in the head* and just when i was starting to get no life, too. |
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returning after long hiatus and re-actualization of interest. i present you with my new icon. I love flash... 40 frames and 11kb. please to enjoy.Current Mood:  accomplished |
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Dec. 31st, 2004 @ 03:15 am
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running through the inner monologue, a world of light and dark, good and evil. terrible absolutes mixed together into a mash of hypocrisy and devoteness. running because of the fear, mortality, nipping at the heals even as it looms large ahead. I stopped making connections because of the fear. Started hating all because it is the only way to balance the love. became a recluse because it is the only way to avoid the beauty that must fade. disconnection is my sheild from impermanance. |
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i've been so busy lately i haven't had the evergy to post in LJ, combine that with a month of no internet and you get long time no me. bu you can stop rejoicing now! I am returned! with a super music meme thingy. cause i saw it and just had to go for it myself. challenge! ah! hey!
look behind the cut:
( music meme challenge thingy )
just so you know, it's not like i went out to find hard songs or anything... this really is just off the random on my iTunes |
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wow, where have all the flowers gone?
where has all my inspiration to make my voice heard gone?
this indifference to anonymity is one of the strangest feeling i've ever had.
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forever spiraling through the wonderland i've seen, but not seen because the shadows and the fog. forgotten glimpses of beauty unearthed through night, night itself incredible to behold. what for do we seek light, do we shun night, do we block out stars with suns of our device. splendid artifice, cursed onto our souls that forever we seek to replace ourselves with ourselves. the creator created that which creates, and in the creating unmade himself. am i party to this? am i unwittingly joined in the merry chase of crowds running rampants through the woods? I lead the mobs, torchlight flicker, shouting out for knowlege, for peace, for love. the answer i hear is the one i've written there, left on pages whispering truths through folded leaves and bounded cover. the fog carries the words, through swirls and eddies, around the stars that can no longer be seen. the search for almighty is the search for that which is precious; it takes as long to find as it does to see.
Jul. 26th, 2004 @ 04:22 pm
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| » i never have a good reason |
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Shameless bragging time, or...
Lets Play One-Up!! Yay!
(just cause. I know I have an abbrassive personality. Sorry)
See if you can one-up these:
At last count I have seen 153 different anime *series*
The fastest I have ever filled a 60 GB hard drive was 4 days, from scratch.
I beat final fantasy 7 in 13 hours.
I've had sex 9 times in one day.
The fastest I've ever driven was 145 miles an hour.
My first gaming console was a Texas Instruments (hows that for old school?)
I can say thank you in 6 languages.
Jul. 22nd, 2004 @ 05:17 pm
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i hate my boss. He's this horrible combination of ADD and paranoia. he tells me to do things, forgets, then gets angry at me for not doing the exact opposite. he thinks i'm doing it to make him look bad. and if i say "that's what you told me to do" he thinks i say that to try to get out of work. as if anybody would want to try to get out of work when your day starts at 6 am and he only keeps you till 7 PM!!!! that's not get up at 6, it's be at work at 6. then he accuses me of being lazy when i want to go home early, like 6 pm, so i can buy groceries in the one hour left before the store closes (he almost didn't let me go). I'm sure if you made a list of the top ten cases where people faked there own death in the past 100 years, this man would have been responsible for 6 of them.
Jul. 21st, 2004 @ 11:19 am
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don't tell me how good god is. those fables mean nothing to one he has abandoned.
Jul. 1st, 2004 @ 02:47 pm
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| » nostalgarific |
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I've been feeling very nostolgic today. I have been having fond remembering of back when i was an internet junky and after that when i was a major fanboy. i have been interneting for a really long time now, and i just felt all remembery. I kinda miss the days of bbs's (specially the games, LORD and TradeWars, too cool), dialing in on my *gasp* 2400 baud modem. let me tell you, those 16 ASCII colors could really rip down the screen at that speed. Then came the first "internet service", Prodigy. That was some fun days, like when i ran up a $90 bill chatting. God am I glad AOL killed them off. of course, that did give us AOL. And then I got real big into USENET chat. This was in the days before IRC, and ICQ was but a dream. I made quiet a few friends, but in the way of internet friends, it was transient. After that ICQ did take off, and AOL chat rooms (and imitators) and then all of a sudden there was online gaming (actual online gaming. thank you quake) and we got l33t. And ICQ picked that up and proliferated. Not only l33t, but many other net-speaks abounded. Leek svedish shoof. Oi voor beeg leek svedish shoof. Lit thees be leeson to thoos who doot me. Oi im beyoond l33t. So, that kind of brings us up to the present, when communication is favored for accessisbility. blogging is apperently the most powerful force on the internet right now. at least google thinks so. so my voice, however ignored, has at least a tiny impact on the world now. google bends at my whim (when collected with the whim of thousands of other people). what a long way we've come, this global community. i'm glad i got to see at least some of it.
Jun. 24th, 2004 @ 05:05 pm
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| » chains of blue/cage of distraction |
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I feel controlled. it's like unless i do something i'm compelled to do, i become like something that i don't want to be like. arrggghhh (sp?). annoyed. on top of that... i like getting days off. the army gives a day off when a president dies. i like when presidents die? it's hard to update a live journal right now. i want to, but i don't have anything to say. so much for my grand plans of global exposure and creating a sensation worthy of attention. heh. i need to go play video games. SOMEBODY STROKE MY EGO!!!!
Jun. 12th, 2004 @ 03:11 pm
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| » janus calligraphus |
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it's like posting in two places at once, only not being the other person who is posting in the second place at the first time! or, i am posting simultaneous with wife, which is something that is new, to say undone. in the future perhaps it could be redone, however. words should be used in ways that make sense instead of what your english teacher didn't know she could do with them. and what does that have to do with the price of tea in china? if you guessed, "what's in the box" your right! ha! watch that movie if you aren't drooling yet. wipe your chin if you are.
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Jun. 2nd, 2004 @ 04:25 pm
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| » well, now if only i had time to relax. |
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I had the most interesting weekend. alltogether this has been an amazingly good week, with only foot pain to dull it. and, i completely wasted my weekend doing something that i haven't done for a long time. i had borrowed RahXephon (the box, conveniantly) and thought i would watch it maybe two eps a night. so i pop in the first disc at 10 saturday night, turn on the first ep... and watch the entire series. if i had known it was that good, i would have started earlier. i know that there are a lot of people who *can* do 13 hours of tv straight, but how many would want to, especialy starting at 10 at night. I'm glad to know my fandom is still as hopeless as ever.
on a different note, the fact that there is the option to set mood to horny shows one of those small ways that LJ is tainted towards women. Horny is still not a polite mood for a guy, but girls can be horny all day long.
May. 25th, 2004 @ 06:14 am
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| » what can you say that hasn't been said in one long continuos burp before? |
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sometimes you watch something that just offends your belief of what should really exist. puni puni poemy. after my last (admittidly cryptic) entry, i thought i would explain. i don't think i've seen something so funny in quite some time. and who walks into a room and says "did you know your nipples will get bruised is you play with them too much?" it was what i was not expecting. just blew my mind. and magical girls will never be the same. ever.
May. 8th, 2004 @ 03:20 pm
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| » what did i see? |
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puni puni poemi. omg. with the what the hell and wtf?!?! ack! dead fish. wurp.
May. 5th, 2004 @ 06:23 am
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| » oh, i find myself amusing myself more every day now. |
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on a related note, why are so few people as clever as me? not that it matters. big news today! i got a new boss! he was assigned to my section specifically because he is too incompetent to be an infantry team leader, and yet hasn't screwed up enough for them to take his stripes. i forsee i will spend just as much time working as before, but now i will have to waste time babysitting someone who outranks me! oh please let me be wrong about this. unfortunately, my predictive powers are fairly reliable. for instance, i predict you will have read this. i predict the world will end. i predict we will elect a president. just wait, and you will see that all my predictions come true. this one is no different (magical prediction state gamma!): I will undergo increased stress and decreased productivity because my supervisor is incompetant. whee! that was fun. did anybody ever see magical girl pretty sammy? would you rather be sammy, or ryo-oki? would you rather be ryo-oki or mokona? would you rather have a detailed explanation, or just ignore it? you be the judge. you take the risks. you choose your own adventure (tm)*. speaking of which, steve jackson, a very talented man (he created the only rpg about angels worth playing), has created a new kind of choose your own adventure, but with dice. it's incredably not the same, but very similar, except with dice. bizzare! for added fun, send me a dollar. if everybody who ever sees the internet sends me a dollar, i wouldn't have to worry about the stupid rent anymore (stupid rent). this livejournal entry brought to you by the letter !, and the number !, and the word !!.
*choose your own adventure is a trademark of somebody who didn't want other people to use it to make money.
Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 08:53 am
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| » apperently, there is such a thing as a life scout |
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wow, what an interesting week. all in the course of this week i have found myself with a new favorite band FREEZEPOP! and a new favorite (american) voice actress. to those who know me, i realize that last statement might be somewhat shocking. but... in this last night i was forced to forgo my sub-snobbery do to a friends difficulty with written english (based on his handwriting and spelling, i suspect dislexia). so, we watched the dub of the first volume, and i was completely spellbound with the delivery of jessica calvello. shame she had to pull off the series after volume three, but the demanding role of excel was damaging her vocal chords (so i gather). not surprizing. but, with the further contemplation of the event, i am forced to conclude that she is my favorite (american) voice actress. perhaps i should watch more dubs. ... or not. but still! i declare jessica calvello is my favorite voice actress! FREEZEPOP! BEST BAND EVER IN THE GENRE OF SYNTHPOP!!
Apr. 10th, 2004 @ 08:25 pm
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| » this is truly what i've been looking for my whole life. |
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at least, as far as music is concerned.
my freezepop cd finnaly came. I'm kinda behind the times in my freezepop fandom, having only purchased their first cd, and not the new one. but this is really some of the most fulfilling music ever. for those of you who know me, you will surely be familiar with my fascination with synthpop and it's precursur, europop. you will also recall my irrelevent approach to life (yes, i did mean irrelevent). thus, freezepop. the absolute combination of my social philosophy and my secret musical interest, combined into an overwhelming psy-chic holiday excursion. and it's all done through a battery operated, handheld (!) sequencer. that's even better than norman cook and his apple IIe. i have even identified my favorite song. tennis boyfriend. it's in japanese, but almost straight after a learn japanese book. it begs to tell me there are people in the world with the same skill for the language as myself. it's completely validating! i'm valid!
why are there more bad moods than good moods?
Apr. 8th, 2004 @ 08:28 am
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| » i now study zen through the art of computer programming |
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sooooooooo cooooooool. droool. i'm done now.
Apr. 2nd, 2004 @ 12:56 pm
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